Deflated

Is my motivation for work lately.
I am getting really impatient and am fucking cross with the management style.
Management!Fuck it! It's only a screwed up couple doing their thing so they can cont'd their LVs lifestyles.

My original plan was to offer them my 2 years or another half more of time.
Then I thought 2 years suffice.
Now I am seriously thinking to tender right at Feb and be able to resurface as a job seeker by Mar.
I have to play my chess right this time.


Seriously I am fedup. Very fedup!
I was so cross about the 'impromptu' meeting today. What's the point of meeting when your opinion doesnt matter and won't affect what your management's decision is?! And seriously what happen to the people here? Fucking mute!?Why am I the only one voicing one fucking wrong decision?

My patience is drawing up and I am in no mood to entertain them with my smiles and pretending to be engaged in the conversations. And I guess they are starting to read my signs which is just as well.


I HAVE to play it right this time and time is shorter on my side in moment of anticipation and planning.